i'm here, she's there

oh jen, i miss my jen, she is quite far away and we won't see each other for a bit here.. but i'll use my time here to get used to oakland and be able to tell here the good things to do and the bad things to not do.... of course she'll have to find her own things also - she's all growed up,
she's in st louis this weekend, i'll put up a picture of her from there when we were there together back in april (it was fricking cold that weekend),,,,

i leave tomorrow

so i leave tomorrow & i must leave jen, for a few months. it started really hitting me tonight at dinner. we went to the handlebar...jen asked me where i'd like to go & for some reason i thought of the vegetarian bike place that has the good bbq seitan & mac & cheese....
i was looking at here & started thinking about me driving away tomorrow, it was triggered when she asked me about doing something tomorrow - getting isight webcams - but i said "i don't want to deal with that tomorrow" and then i got sad cause i won't be able to do things with her for awhile here....
speaking of which, it's time to give her some attention.....